boring,

as always, getting tired of updating this shit. hahahaha. nothings good anyways.

today we went to eat makino chaya for lunch, myself, mom, dad, sister, nephew dreson, and nephew shaun. then went driving around and bought leonards malasadas. yumm.. now i'm at home crying my heart out... whatever.

TOMORROW,

baby's coming home! yay! cheeee, i'm exicted to seee him but scared at the same time for some reason...
yesterday went to go wax my eyebrow... happy from the thought that baby was thinking bout me (= hahaha.


today was a goood day! girls day out with the 0T girls... finally no one was MIA. went to cass's around 11 then and just was taking pictures and cruising em.., left her house almost 12? we went to kakaako. then once we got there we pretty much swam. then i got outta the water, cz i hit my head =( and i wanted to eat poke. hahahaha. then the rest of the girls followed. then, we were playing water balloon toss and taking pictures.. and yeh we ate... then just having fun with the girls. looong day. then headed back to cass's around 3.. then we was just making anykine videos and dancing. then we were just watching videos on youtube. then watched the unborn. and once again i'm home by myself! >___< anyways, waiting for baby to txt back.. takes forever.

so as of righ now it's 10:01 pm and just finish it and baby went to sleeep about 10 mins ago.. exactly 22 hours and 58 mins til he comes back. and actually on this island. hahaha. bored so just watching tv waiting for some one any one to call or txt.

loooong day,

todaay was another family outing today.. @ 11 am we went all the way to kahuku to eat shrimp. hahaha. it's like we went half way around the island. haha. then we went to waipahu to have halo-halo at max's. then we went to downtown to go shopping. there wasn't even anything there >___< ugh, then got home around 5. so tiring. i'm think i'm gona crash sooon.

not up for this bullshit. whatever.
i miss you sean segundo-mckee, me, and the old us. where everything was all goood. =(

(=

cheeeee heee, today was a good day. baby dreson was here and he got so big. he turned 2 months yesterday! fatsho. lol. today, we went to the beach to go meeet my cousin them, but ended up meeting them at ala moana food court. i ate pandas i didn't even get to finish my food. daddy ate yummys, sister ate tony roma's, and mommy ate at charleys. hehe. we all ate off of each others plates. waited for my cousin them to eat. then we walked around ala moana and dreson was sleeeeping the whole way >___< well most of the time.. hahaha. and shaun on the other hand, was being a cry baby. haha. left alas around six and stopped by my cousins place for a bit, then got home around 7. baby callled while he was making doodoo. haha. he always does that. then he called me after like 10 minutes after and we talked for 32:33 mins. the longest we ever talked since a while.. (= hehe. got goood plans for tomorrow. yay! going kahuku shrimp with mom, dad, sister, and dreson. then gona go shopping ^_____^ this really helps me to kill time while seans gone. just 4 more days. in 3 hours it'll be just 3 days. kina went by slow, but fast at the same time. the beginning went by slow, and towards the end, it's going by even faster. good day good day. honey boy made my day today! i <3 you sean paul kahuokekai segundo-mckee.

untitled.

haha, i couldn't think of a title. yesterday was real boring... went oout at like 10:30 pm.. supposed to go bowling but was packed so we went to hawaiian brians instead. they was playing poool while i was watching and playing photo hunt! haha. wasn't so bad. we past by the clubs.. haha. just to make trouble and seee who was there. lol. got home like at 3 am. hahaha. i stayed up pretty much til like almost 5. baby called at around 4:30 am... i miss his called. so i call em back and he answered (= hehe. no rejection. lol. then talked for 5 minutes cz he had to charge his phone. but yeh woke up around 8.. then went back sleep and woke up around 10 cz my dad was telling me to eat. ugh. haha.. watched twilight cz i ordered it on demand. ahaha. baby just called, he finally arrived in washington and now he's gona go eat dinner.. he better call back after he eats or i'm gona be furious >:] haha. now i'm on myspace. so frckn boring. i wana go wax my eyebrows already. anyways, come back after.

bbq.

last night was gooood. was a goood bbq. hahaa. all the money gone. lol. so sad. everyone was crying ccz the smoke got into our eyes.
ugh that bitch ruined my night last night. haaaw =( yu tell me not to worrry, and shit like what the fuck. you go and do that! this is what i was scared about.... ugh. idk what to do with you. fckn bitch. i'm gona kick your ass! raaawr.. like yu said, what goes around comes around. bbl. irritated, frustrated, depressed, and irate. all the emotions yu can think of. all at the same time.
just 6 more days... hurry up. i want it to past by real fast. please. haha.

todaaay was real boring. i think spring break is gona be boring. and gona go by slow.
went to foodland, kams, and alas with rv. idk what were doing tonight.. ugh. i hate staying home. so frrrickn boring. raaaawr.

tomorrow,

is the last day of school. streeesssin cz midterms. and fckn sean. ugh >____<
he so called needs his 'space'. whatever. i'm just gona give it time. and wait til he comes back. or at least i'll try. thas like 8 more days. he probably just mad bout last night. but whatever.
school...
period 1: watched kingdom of heaven. little bit kind fell asleeep. haha.
recess: same ol' same ol'.
period 2: defbriefed lab. and assignment sheeet. i'm getting i high C but idk cz i didnt do any lab reports >___<
period 3: tweaked on stephs phone cz had nothing to do.
lunch: was preetty funny. we toook like the loads of pictures. anji tell yur cousin i said he handsome! lmfao.
period 4: boring. got to listen to my ipod though. haha.
afterschool we went to kams and ate sumo ramen. me and love is emo =( when they started to talk about it. i started to cry... but whatever. april and her 'sorrys' hahaha.
then went home. i didn't get to talk or txt with him all day! break my heart. he didn't txt me til 5:26 pm. wtf. and now were not talking anymore. i'm just gona wait... only time will tell.
i can't even concentrate anymore.
i sooo really wana read. but i can't. ugh.
i neeeed somebody to talk tooo! raaawr.

2 more days,

OF SCHOOOL! yay! and nine more days til baby comes back. (= ugh take so long. raaawr!

anyways, school was boring.
period one: we presented our storyboards and tableau or whatever. then, watched kingdom of heaven. txted all period.
recess: same shit.
period two: had a quizlet. and did enzyme lab. ugh the liver smelt fckn gross! hah. almost got caught txting. hahaha.
period threee: talking stories. and was tweaking on stephs g1. hahaha.
lunch: was at the bleachers taking pictures. hah. BIG BOYS yeh love? lmfao.
period 4: slept again in class. lmfao! my teacher thought i was dead. how rude. haha. and mr sean made me cry :(
after school: i cried. how dare he say he stuck around only cz i wanted him too. if he didn't want to stick around then why didn't he just fckn leave? ugh... i know yu dnt want to leave thas why your STILL AROUND ;P haha. and when i said bye yu thought i meant for goood and i know yu didn't want that. seee. whatever.
daddy took me ala moana barnes & nobles to buy eclipse. yay! i have the complete saga. baby bought me the breaking dawn from the mainland. lol. thanks love.
but got to talk to him little bit today. he better fckn call me tonight. he's taking forever to fckn swim.
my baby dreson can seee (= haha. he smiles now. lol. i miss dreson & sean. (=
on myspace and shit. fckn boring.

10 days..

more ta goo. ugh killiing me here.
good day, could've beeen better. i miss you sean segundo-mckee.
come back sooon (=
at least we got to talk and txt today. haha.

schooool.
period one: worked on storyboard for crusades..
recess: usual short laughs.
period two: she didn't even check our homework. worked with noodles to show us how a globular protein looks like.
period three: talked stories and did nothing.
lunch: sat on bleachers. cassandra was dancing.
period four: lockdown. and slept in class.


gona go out with my dad. idk where.
maybe alas. update this later.

kaay back.
didn't go to alas but went to costcos. they didn't even fckn have the boook eclipse. ugh. daddy taking me tomorrow to buy it. hahaha.
sister was being irriking and bought herself a fckn laptop that bitch. i'm jealous. haha.
7:07 pm @ cassandras. shes watching tv. my cousin lives only down the next street over. so yeh, waiting for my dad then gona go pick up mom.
waiting for sean to call. he's showering. haha.bored. and just online while cassandra watching tv. haha. going home soooon. bbl.

9:00 pm back again. just pau talk to baby! this has beeen the longest talk eversince like 2-3 weeeks. not even 15 minutes. ugh, so pathetic. i hate it! raaaawr. whatever at least it's something.
i feeel mad, sad, happy, and irritated at the same time. wierd. idk. how do yu explain this? ugh. i have no idea what to do! boredom ness is fckn getting to my head and tryna kill me! >_____<
just 3 more days of school, then a week of spring break til he comes back. seeems like forever. this is keeeping me busy. just writing down what goes on and how i feel. haha.
i think i have an easier time expressing myself through txt messages, aim, or like typing.
i can't do it through a phone convo or in person.
did i ever tell you?..... how much i love you... you could never imagine. (=

ugh.

school was boring.. woke up kina late today but lucky i had a ride.
period 1 was boring.. finished up my biology homework then worked on the crusades.
recess the usual. short laughs. haha.
period 2 was more boring.. debriefed pom excersises 4-7 and made study guides.
period 3: midterm. i totally bombed it. i hate proofs.
lunch was preeettty boring.
period 4: guest speaker. blah blah blah. i hate that class. haha.
after school went to spend time with baby. went to his house fast then ate kalihi bbq. then he waited with me for the bus. gave him a goood bye hug, kiss, and i miss you :(

baby's leaving tonight @ 11:00 pm. and not coming back for 2 weeeks. 2 weeeks, thats 2 long >____< more like 10 days. he's coming back on the 27th. i miss him already... things beeen rough but nvr giving up (= tryna keeep myself busy for the next couple days! haven't been apart from him for that long. ohh well. he ain't gona be gone forever.well whatever, life throws throws yu obstacles that yu are able to overcome.
anyways, dramaa draama draaaama. always finds a way to find yu even though yu try to avoid it. i could care less. no bitch can bring me down. i stand strong on my own two feet. test me.

ONE TREEE HILL on tonight. new episode yay! i've beeen waiting so long. hahaha.

8:04 pm, he told me he <3 me and he miss me. after a weeek and 2 days of rejection. (= made my day. haha.

hmmm.. i know i have nothing to worry about but... i can't help it.